I think...I want to be forgiven

Protip

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 23:05:51 GMT

Next time try a bottle of advil with a vodka chaser.

protip

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 08:57:56 GMT

nobody believes you don't care when you write journal entries about someone after openly harassing their girlfriend.

related: bonus points for whoever beat me to the punch XD

mwah theme stuff

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 05:19:21 GMT

So, I'm really in love with writing prompt and theme communities even though I rarely follow through. I've had a vague idea for a really awful fic in my head for a while, so I went ahead and claimed over at mako_reactor.

Character:edit- Zack and Cloud
Challenge:
-Do a fic for each theme in order
-Make each fic connect up with the one before, making all fics you write for this claim into an arc

Progress (hopefully to be updated frequently)

In progress | ~~Complete~~

1. Starting out
2. Journey
3. Flowers
4. Church
5. Hot
6. Cold
7. Life
8. Death
9. Planet
10. Sacrifice
11. Black
12. White
13. Water
14. Ice
15. Fire
16. Electricity
17. Virus/poison
18. Fever
19. Meteor
20. Holy
21. Materia
22. Chocobo
23. Shinra
24. Rocket
25. Midgar
26. Wutai
27. Cosmo Canyon
28. Gold Saucer
29. Costa del Sol
30. Hand
31. Back turned
32. A friend in need
33. Smile
34. Joke
35. Hole
36. Missing
37. Snow
38. Bright
39. Dark
40. All the way
41. Weapons
42. Fit
43. Nerves
44. Holding on
45. Never mind
46. Magical
47. Wishes
48. Gently
49. Stars
50. Airship
51. Limit
52. Never
53. On and on
54. Me and you
55. Logic
56. Ties
57. Random
58. Fighting
59. Selfish reasons
60. Rock
61. Hard headed
62. Bang
63. Quick
64. Fall
65. Help
66. Sweet
67. Insult to injury
68. Honesty
69. Loyalty
70. Lesson
71. Tingle
72. Conversation
73. Prayer
74. Effort
75. Party
76. Empty
77. Music
78. Big
79. Small
80. Crazy
81. Unsettling
82. Shiver
83. Whispers
84. Red
85. Mistake
86. Nearly there
87. Second
88. Kiss
89. Regrets
90. After
91. Yesterday
92. Unhealthy
93. Tiny
94. Puzzle
95. Escape
96. Sticky situation
97. Once more
98. Twice over
99. Peace
100. The end

F-LOCKED

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 11:58:21 GMT

For obvious reasons. <3 Comment to be added~

Writer's Block: Doctor Who?

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 21:23:54 GMT

26-year-old actor Matt Smith was anointed as the eleventh Doctor Who this week. If you were in charge of casting, who would you cast as your ideal Doctor and why?

Submitted By norikoandshuya

View 502 Answers

Izzard, for Chrissake.

Reading these answers just confirms every suspicion in my mind that LJ, and perhaps the internets, are full of fucking 12-year-old twilight fangirls.

A prime example- "I hate hospitals and I'm afraid of doctors, but I think they should get that guy who played -insert character- from Twilight."

ew WAT

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 21:21:13 GMT

http://www.hellomagazine.com/vote/grand-finale2008/menattractive.html

WHAT HAVE FANGIRLS DONE!?

The entirity of my thoughts on the 11th doctor at this point

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 20:33:22 GMT

And that's as far as I've gotten.

'stalker' update

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 12:18:33 GMT

I talked to another one of my managers today, and it turns out Curt actually went through the security tapes after I left yesterday and has footage to submit to the police if this guy shows up again.

Also talked to one of the officers who stops in nightly for coffee and gas and such. He knew exactly who I was talking about, BY NAME, when I explained the situation, and he said it's totally fine to call if it happens again. I'm not sure if that makes me feel better or worse. X_X

Anyway, hopefully this will put an end to all that nonsense. It was just...too much for me. I can deal with some bullshit, but enough is enough. Thank god I have today and tomorrow off.

How does one deal with a stalker?

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 12:46:58 GMT

I'm not sure I can even call this man a stalker yet, but he's terrifying. This is cross-posted from y!gallery. If anyone has ideas please let me know.

OH EM GEE.

Okay, let me start by giving everyone a background if I haven't yet.

Back when I worked at Walmart, there was this guy who came in a lot. I guess as far as Walmart customers go, he's about as close to a regular as you can get, at least in the apparel department.

He's a giant ginger, and by giant I mean over 6' tall and probably just as wide.

He would come into walmart and ask us to measure him. He would hang around the fitting room for ages, and there was a day when he made my friend and I help him study for a test on recyclables. WTF. Then he had us get our manager (who's name he knew) and tell her there was a man here about recyclables. When we did, the look on her face can only be described as intense horror.

I rejoiced when I went to Speedway, certain I was free of this annoyance.

NO.

The first night I encountered him there, he bought every item on the grill. And ATE most of them right there. at least a dozen items he ATE IN THE STORE ALL AT ONCE.

Now, I'm no small girl and I have an appetite to match mah waist size, but WHAT THE FUCK.

After that, he made me put more hot dogs on the roller. They take about an hour to cook and he WAITED until they were done. Wouldn't microwave them, had to wait. -.-

THEN he goes and loads them all up, is finally about to leave, and what happens? you guessed it, he FUCKING DROPS THEM ALL!

I figure, 'great, he's going to stay here all fucking night waiting for them to be done AGAIN.' Instead, he demands that I call my manger (who's name he knows) who is coming in at five in the morning (it was about 2 at this point) and get her to okay a refund.

THEN. AFTER I REFUND HIM. HE WAITS FOR THE SAME FOOD ITEMS TO BE DONE AGAIN.

That was...awful. I guess a week or two later he came in and payed Bree entirely in free coupons for food, which take forever to ring up, because you can only do one per transaction. (Grill items ring up 2/$2 but the coupons are worth $1.49 so you can't ring up two at once or you'll technically owe the person money)

OKAY.

ON TO TONIGHT.

IT was bad enough because Steven was working with me until midnight. That boy is sooooo annoying. He has the most dull stories ever to tell and tells them like they're so exciting and I should be excited to hear about how he ZOMG ALMOST GOT SHORT CHANGED and shit. Uh, no.

Well, that was just the start. After he leaves, no more than five minutes later, Andy walks in the door. HE greets me "hey babe."

NO. He did NOT just call me BABE.

Whatever. It was fairly busy at that point, so I kinda ignored him and waited on other customers. He buys his usual 6 tornados and 6 sausages. Eats them all in the goddamn store with a 44oz drink. wtf.

And he can't just leave it at that. HE HAS TO TALK AT THE SAME TIME. He has to tell me about his [imaginary] girlfriend.

Well, it started out as him telling me how his grandmother misinformed him as to what college football game was going on that night and so he wore LSU colors even though they weren't playing or some shit like that.

Like, he showed me the shirt and expected me to know that this was some sort of strange faux pas. ERM!?

For starters, I'm like...a girl and stuff. And obviously not the sporty type. I like ice hockey, and that's IT. Football, ESPECIALLY college football, is the almost as interesting to me as Steven talking about almost getting shortchanged. BLARGH. Well, anyways, I guess this was just an intro to telling me about his totally4realz girlfriend.

He had to go on about this magical girl who goes to LSU and she had a 4.025 GPA in high school even though she got a C+ in Chinese she can still get a more than perfect GPA coming out. I was already suspicious when he said he had a girlfriend, but the 4.025 when she was scoring Cs was red flag 2.
Then he was like, "Yeah, she's a cheerleader there." WUT. WUT WUT WUT. WUUUUUUT.

So at this point, I'm thinking, "Well, hell, maybe I'll pretend I have a girlfriend at LSU too!!" (TTLYKAWAIIAZN:DDD) but I didn't really get a chance, because it goes ON. (Yeah, I know)
The magical 4.025 cheerleader with the magical 4.025 scholarship that disappears if she doesn't get a 4.025 GPA every semester isn't preppy, she just is a geek who's hot and likes partying and cheerleading and vidyagames.

At this point I'm wondering if it came from an H game and he just replaced -insert prestigious fake boarding school here- with the home of his favorite college football team. I also should add that this is Ohio and most people round these here parts can't even SPELL Louisiana, much less do they root for their goddamn college football team.

But oh god, it couldn't have ended then.

This really cool old biker guy came in. His name is Highway. Well, I don't know his real name, nobody does, but we all know him by Highway and he's fuckawesome. But Andy has to talk to this poor man for another hour. By now it's about 2:00 and he's been in the store for 2 hours.

When Highway is finally able to make his escape, Andy promises he's leaving. THEN HE TRIES TO HUG ME. DO NOT WANT. FUCK. So he's like putting an arm around me and I'm trying not to get raped and thank GOD someone came into the store so he backed off. WTF, dude. ;_;

Now of course, despite his promises, he does not leave at this point. He stays, talking about all sorts of boring ass bullshit and making up fucking stupid stories before he FINALLY says he's going to leave again around 3:40ish.

He's walking out the door and he's like, "See you later sweetheart. Love you." WUT.

NOOOO.

WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!?
I am not nice to him, I'm barely tolerant of his bullshit, I'm TRYING to get him to leave, and he fucking says 'love you!?" igargjaejioreajpohtajiajel

And it gets WORSE. HE COMES BACK IN AFTER HE LEFT THE DOOR. wryyyyyy. ;___;

He decides he wants to work here, so he goes to fill out an application, which somehow takes another hour. So now it's 4:40 and my boss is supposed to be in at 5:00. I don't want this man here when Curt gets here! And yet he was. I tried and tried to get him to leave, tried to warn him the manager doesn't like when he stays so long, and he just refused to go.

I'm giving customers eyes begging for help now. I whisper 'he's been here for five hours' to the regulars, but they just laugh and think I'm kidding. IT's like some horrible survival horror game and I'm starting to panic. I don't trust this man, he tries to touch me, says he loves me, and I'm just...I can't take it....this is fucking SCARY.

Curt finally shows up. I'm trying not to freak the fuck out (and failing) now. I was barely able to get ANY shift work done because of this guy being here. I can't leave him on the floor because if a customer comes in, he'll scare them the fuck away. I can't call the cops because I know he's not stealing and I don't wanna bother them for something like loitering. BUT GOD FUCKING JESUS BUDDHA CHRIST FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER XENU JOHNNY DEPP NOMURA!#(T429u5t

He's bugging the regulars and talking to them and I can tell they're freaked out and there's nothing I can do until FINALLY he leaves. FINALLY. He came in about 12:00 AM. He left at 5:20. No. Fucking. Joke.

And I go to Curt and I'm trying not to scream or puke or cry and I'm like, "He was here since 12 last night. I tried and tried and he would NOT LEAVE."

And Curt just gave me this 'no fucking way' look. And it's not even that he didn't believe it, because I guess this guy does it kinda a lot. But Geez. I guess they warn him all the time and he doesn't listen and I'm still freaking out about it. This is way too creepy. -sobs-

I don't know what to do, but I'm almost afraid to go to work. What if he comes back tonight? An entire shift. I can't take it. This man is terrifying from the creepo vibes, calling me 'love', trying to touch me... but I mean, he hasn't made threats, so I don't think I can get a protective order or something.

I'm so paranoid afraid he'll be like one of those celebrity stalkers who tries to kill me or something. Like the crazy Bjork man. Or Mark Chapman or something. Except I don't think this guy's obsessed with any books 'cause I'm not sure he can read and Gihaohgtaoutllll...5u95.;;

I don't know what to do. I really don't. At first it was a little amusing, but now...he's trying to figure out where I live, too. I told him Kent, and that's all I would say, and he started naming streets and I just wanted to cry. I don't want him to know anything about me. I just want him to disappear.

I AM THE KING OF PERVERTS

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 01:46:17 GMT

Is it so wrong that I'd just like to see maybe a little AU Lazard/Rufus?

God, but Rufus is such pedobait in that timeline...

and I don't care...

I'm becoming more of a pervert than ever. Will I get in trouble for talking about this on LJ? I know you're not allowed to post shota or incest and this is a little bit of both, right? I'm just talking about it, though...

Meeeemeeeee

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 10:37:34 GMT

DO IT.

The Rules: they're quite simple, really. For each 'question' just list someone you would sack, fitting those criteria. Sexual orientation means nothing in this. I mean, really, how many of these people are you actually gonna fuck? Also, let's just play make-believe for a minute and not answer your boy/girlfriend's name for everything? ;D

//FAME AND FORTUNE//

Actress- Angelina Jolie, of course. ^^;;
Actor- Johnny Depp, if only because I'd bet my life that he's a freak in the sack
Musician (Male)- Lars Frederiksen :3
Musician (Female)- BoA. Yesplz.
Band (gangbang fun)- @_@ ohman. SKIN, probably.
Random Male person of fame- Nomura... when he was younger and a sexpot. ._.''
Random Female person of fame- Shit, I have no bloody idea. ._.
Politician (current or former, alive or dead)- Tania Derveaux (fuck, look this shit up. XD)
Dead Celebrity- Joe Strummer. No question!

//FICTIONAL FUN//
(Fictional Characters only. :D )

Cartoon Character (male)- Duo Maxwell
Cartoon Character (female)- @_@ This is actually really a tough one for me. Rrhh... Maybe Subaru from .hack//sign
TV series character (male)- House, oh fuck yeah. I'd probably also fuck Chase and Wilson....and anyone on that show. ^_^;
TV series character (female)- Mmh, Cuddy...also from House. God I'd fuck that bitch good.
Movie character (male)- Either brother from Boondock Saints. Mrow.
Movie character (female)- Mimi from RENT. (Rosario Dawson = YESPLZ)
American comic superhero- Shitfuckhell, hard one. Judging from the recent movies, I'd fuck Iron Man. "Tony Stark built it in a cave from some scraps" is the best macro ever
Video game character- Zack Fair. Angeal's cock is too massive, and I don't think Cloud could get it up for a woman (no matter how hard he tried).
Book character- Pfft, sparkly vampires anyone? The answer there being no. Sirius Black. <3

//REAL LIFE//

Male Friend- *COUGH* most of my male friends have been around the block so many times I think the tires are probably worn. u_u'' They're mostly sexpots, and I'd bang ALMOST any one of them. Pick from the two on my friends list here, I'd show either one a deliciously dirty time.
Female Friend- Any and all.
Relative- Actually...through adoption, my first boyfriend was also my 3rd cousin, so I'll go with him. XD
High School Teacher- Oh geez. There was a computer teacher who I never had as a teacher myself but was pretty attractive. I'd say him.
ELEMENTARY school teacher- Grulke....I think was his name. He was like...a long-term sub in my elementary school.
Online pal- Anna <3
Co-worker- Urhm...Aubrey, Most certainly. ^^;;
Former/Current supervisor or boss (first names FTW)- Shit, I dunno. All of my bosses were ugs. I guess the younger Chris from Walmart, maybe.
Casual Acquaintance- Gamestop guy (Jon)

//AND TO WRAP IT UP...//

Person you'd like to bed more than anyone else- ._. sensitive information for this site. I have horrible and epic plans.
Hugs or Kisses? - Hugs, really.
Handjobs or blowjobs? - To give or to recieve?
Oral or Anal?- Oral. >-> My butt always hurts already...
Fucking or Making Love?- Merits to each, it's hard to cmpare them, though.
Long Relationships or One Night Stands?- I like casual dating relationships best. So somewhere in between. XD
Top or Bottom (are you the big spoon or the little spoon? ;d)- Erm...bottom, unless s/he's hopelessly submissive and appropriately playful.
Most exotic bang- Erm...I once did a guy who couldn't really speak English. o_O''
Favorite Fetish- Bondage or Costume/Roleplay

DO EEEET.

Every 3.2 billion years...

Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:37:01 GMT

I post an entry here. >_>;;

I'm so damn busy lately, though, that it might even go up to 4 billion. Started working my second job a couple days ago. Walmart, being Walmart, refuses to give me the hours I ask for even after filing a formal change of availability AND speaking to my manager so I end up working 2p-10:30p then 11p-7a back to back. I'm gonna end up quitting Walmart probly, since Speedway gave me full time, but I'll try again to talk to Monica today. I really don't want to have just one job and then have to worry about putting people up, missing 5 days of work, and not being able to spend anything on top of it for Ohayocon.

SPEAKING of which, I'm starting to raaaaaaaage. SOME PEOPLE need to seriously GIVE ME INFORMASHUNZZZZZ.

Hmm, speaking of information that comes very slow, I finally found out that I'll definitely be Live Events staff for Ohayocon. I'm actually pretty happy with that. I don't have to do registration, which is the one thing I was deathly afraid of being stuck on, and I get to watch panels and shtuff. ^__^ I'm hoping 2 things.
1) I get set to work the fun little 18+ panels
2) I do NOT have to work the FMA panel(s)

It turns out Vic is actually going to be there, and that's not all! Vic Mignona, Chris Patton, and Aaron Dismuke. Blargh. Well, I like Chris Patton and hafta get an autograph for my sister, but other than that, I'm very "WRYYYYY". Mainly my anger is due to the fact that I saw how Vic operated at Colossalcon and it was a complete fucking disaster. I mean, the whole con was a bit...disasterous, but fucking up your panel times, running late and over and then taking the biggest room for Jesus is all like... 8 strikes in my book.

Today was WoW 4th anniversary! I love the baby blizz bear. :D I especially love getting Angealh to use it... big bad Death Knight riding a Zhevra mount with a baby blizz bear. SO HARDCORE.

Work now, sleep later? I'm hoping this is the plan albeit tenative. I'm a shoes bitch now.

blargh and the like

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 03:29:01 GMT

Not overly impressed with either side on the VP debate tonight. Same bullshit as always, and Palin didn't even maek the usual ass of herself. I mean, she sounded an idiot for being Republican, but that's a given. Someone must've had a gun to the back of her head all those days she was holed up in the McCain compound, forcing her the lines. XD It's only sad to see that she isn't spewing random buzzwords any more. I think she'll be given the win, simply because she didn't make a total ass of herself like she did ont he Couric interview, and that's what we were all hoping for.

In life news, it sucks. hahaha.
Still sick, and have work tomorrow. Can't really call off, seeing as if I call off 2 days in like..a fuckin' year, I'm fired. x_x;; So yay, trying to make it through 9 hours when I have a fucking horrendous cold. It's an 11-8 I think. BLARGH, hate that shift sooo bad. Then I have a 2-11 and a 7-4 (UGH) followed by two days off and four more days on. TT^TT I'm so fucking sick of work. argh.

sick and love

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 14:49:56 GMT

ARGH. I think I have some awful flu or maybe just a real bad cold or something. Feel so sick. Left work early yesterday, so hopefully they won't give me the boot. It's been real bad. TT^TT They'll probably bitch at me too, for being well enough to go get my check, but I honestly couldn't care less. I came home at 8 last night and slept until about half an hour ago, so fuck that shit. I still feel like shit, but whatever.

In other news, I love xiaa soooo damn much. *^* You're my ultra-hero!!! Huntington gave me another extra charge of about that amount, so you really saved my ass. <3 You're the greatest. I will worship and draw and write for you forever. *determination face* SQUALL X CLOUD! I WILL DO IT FOR YOU! (Or does it have to be Leon costume? I'll do that too, but with a little less fervor 'cause I'm so hot for leather and fur Squall since Dissidia :<D)

Also, it's my mom's birthday very soon. I'll have to wait for my next check to get her present (*sob* late gifts ugh) but I'm pretty sure I know what I wanna get her.
Glorious book (well, books) that she somehow does not own.
and totally related plush. XD

Now, I know this is one of those gift ideas that SOUNDS like it'd be something I'm secretly getting for myself. But you must understand that my mom is really bad at being a stuffy old person and actually shares interests with me so :p. (And I'm a bad person who downloads books or gets them from the library to save megazords of money so there hahaha)
Also might get her Death Magnetic. You KNOW that one's not for me, because I don't think I've bought a Metallica album in....well, since whatever came before St. Anger. I get so mixed up.

Actually, it might be even better to get her something I know is good, come to think of it.

I WISH I had the money to get her this.
Although in this case, I probably WOULD borrow the CDs from her to load onto my MP3 player, but really... it's quite hard to find ANYTHING from the first few albums. (Atom Heart Mother, Ummagumma, etc.) I also happen to be one of the few people who actually LIKES Pink Floyd from way back then. I mean, I'll admit that even I can't stomach 'Several Species of Small Furry Animals Gathered Together in a Cave and...' but, srsly. There's some good shit, too!
Also, I know it got bad reviews, but I don't think she has many discs to start.. Animals, The Wall, Dark Side of the Moon, and Echoes as far as I know. She MIGHT have Piper at the Gates of Dawn, but that's iffy.

This is the part where most people within 5 years either side of my age go "huh? They did more than The Wall and Dark Side of the Moon?" or, slightly more infuriatingly, "Pink Floyd? Is that like AC/DC?"

WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT POINT (I'm really ADD with this journal)

FUCK YOU AC/DC. Also, FUCK YOU NICKELBACK. Other than U2 (who I will concede had maybe one or two tolerable songs) these are both my least favorite bands ever and both have new songs that are getting way too much playtime!!! FUCK. Play their new shit, play their old shit, DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE IT ALL SOUNDS LIKE THE SAME GODDAMN SONG!!!!!1111one. /cruisecontrol

Anyways, I'm going to bathe and make some coffee to wake teh Mara and go to work for check and bank for deposits and then crash for a million years.

blahblahblah

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 23:16:26 GMT

Wonder just a little if it was a good idea to sign up for staff at Ohayocon. I'm not even sure they'll 'pick' me or whatever, but it occurs to me that it just puts me in an awkward position depending on what they make me do. lol. I'm sure it'll be fine. @-@;;

I'm gonna fucking be pissed if they don't give me the days off since I already requested them... probably shouldn't request any more off before then, and then just hope hope hope. I mean, it's five days with a HUGE notice in advance...I mean, it's not even until next year. lol. I dunno... I'll hafta request at least two more off, I think, in the grand scheme of things, for Airport runs, but really, I'll just ask them to schedule me around that. Monica doesn't dislike me, so she seems willing to work things around. ^__^

Speaking of Ohayocon, fuck me! for all the halloween shit we have at work, there's not a single pair of wings OR fake facial hair of any sort. blargh. I can't grow that much of a scruff!! The wing isn't hugely important, but fuck me, I need Angealscruff!!! TT^TT I love that Angealscruff is in my dictionary somehow but doesn't is not. lmfao.

Anyways, on to more spam! Annoying Myspaceish surveys ahoy~~

40 'Secrets'

one: Who are your last 4 texts from?
Mara, Anna, Hulia, and T-moblie.

two: Where was your default picture taken?
lol, LJ

three: What's your middle name?
Virginia. D:

four: What’s your current favorite color?
I like various shades of green and pink

five: Does your crush like you back?
don't really have one.

six: What is your current mood?
sleeeeepyyyyy

seven: When is your birthday?
may 14th.

eight: What color shirt are you wearing?
dark blue

nine:If you were going on a Reality TV show, which one would it be?
uhhmmm.... DD: I'm not into those. I'd choose one of those really laem ones... like...uh... Bargain Hunters, fuck yeah!

ten: Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
Well NOW I am.

eleven: Did you ever sneak into an R rated movie?
Nobody ever ID'd me for them. DD:

twelve: Ever had a near death experience?
Not really. I mean, I nearly died, but it wasn't really a magical experience...

thirteen: Something you do alot?
internetz

fourteen: How old will you be in 12 months?
20. Jesus Christ Rock and Roll I'm gonna be fucking 20. TT^TT

fifteen: Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yeah.

sixteen: how many piercings?
Uhm... let's see... lobes twice, though one set closed up... industrial, lip, and cartilige, but those all closed too. DD:

seventeen: When was the last time you cried?
i dunno

eighteen: Who would you do anything for?
my friends

nineteen: Who is your hero?
Tuomas Holopainen. Also, Tetsuya Nomura and Lars Frederiksen and Stephen Colbert. AND GRAHAM NORTON O SHIT.

twenty-one: American Pie or Superbad?
I've never seen either. :p

twenty-two: What's your biggest fear?
Rob Aston

twenty-five: What did you do last night?
Worked, internet, sleep

twenty-six: what was the first thing you said this morning?
fuck.

twenty-seven:Do you speak any other languages?
No. I can read Spanish and some German, and I used to be able to use some basic conversational Japanese, but I don't know any of that any more.

twenty eight: whats your fav smells?
Outside before it rains, and that Axe phoenix body wash. God, I use too much of it because then I smeel tasty.

twenty-nine: do you like to sleep naked?
I usually have underwear on when I sleep.

thirty: Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
No

thirty-one:Do you like rain?
YES

thirty-two: What are you thinking about right now?
RAAAAAAAAIN (And by association, how much I need to own Speed Racer. Yes, it makes sense to me.)

thirty-three: What should you be doing right now?
I dunno. Probably sleeping.

thirty-four: What’s your favorite memory?
Lots of mixtures

thirty-five: What are you listening to?
Dir en grey. hahaha!!

thirty-six: Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
No

thirty-seven: Who was the last person you yelled at?
Dunno.

thirty-eight: Do you have a bf/gf?
nope

thirty-nine: who is the last person you said i love you to?
feck, probably anna or mara...

fourty: Who is the last person that made you smile?
Cute Jenova shirt girl at work.

And Again

01. If you made $50 for every survey you took, how much would you be making?
- More than I do at work, that's for sure.

02. Do you have a favorite sports team?
- New York Rangers!! <3

03. How much did you spend on the shirt you're wearing?
- $0.00 They totally gave them to us at Kent.

04. Do you live in an apartment building or a house?
- Apartment

05. What was the last thing you had to eat and drink?
- A Gobstopper and Mountain Dew, I think.

06. What is something you'd really love to do right now?
- Sleep

07. When and why did you last cry?
- I'm not sure

08. Is there a person who used to make you happy that you now dislike?
- Yeah. I guess I'm more than anything sad that she's no longer the person I found so interesting and fun to begin with. I hate when people change in a bad way.

09. What band do you hate the most, why?
- U2. Enough said.

10. What is one thing you would never eat even if paid?
- Cream of shrimp soup. DD:

11. Do you have an addiction to anything?
- I'm not sure it's considered an addiction, just a compulsion, but kinda.

12. Have you decided what career you would like to pursue?
- I'll be stuck at Walmart my whole life, I'm sure.

13. What color is your dining room table, if you have one?
- Dark brown

14. What brand of bubble gum do you like best?
- I dunno....I don't really chew gum

15. What color is your keyboard, and mouse?
- Keyboard is black, mouse is silver on the tablet part and the mouse itself is blue and grey. Mix and match Graphire II and Bamboo. haha.

16. When was the last time you watched School of Rock?
- A few years ago.

17. Are you excited for Sims 3 to come out?
- I still don't have all the expansions for Sims 2!! D:

18. Are you upset for any reason right now? If so, why?
- A little unhappy, but I'd rather not talk about it.

19. What was the last movie you watched? Who did you watch it with?
- I watched this lifetime movie about gymnast brats called Little Girls in Pretty Boxes on youtube. Strangely interesting. o.o;

20. Do you miss anyone right now? Who, why?
- Lots of people. DD: Probably a lot of them I'll never see again

21. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- More than I can count. haha.

22. Any plans for tomorrow?
- S L E E P

23. What is your favorite fruit?
- Is melon fruit or is that a different category of food altogether?

24. When is the last time you spoke to your parents?
- My mom yesterday, my dad...few months ago.

25. Are you going to move within the next year?
- Not planning on it. X_X

26. What color is your favorite hoodie?
- Pink Rancid one

27. Do you name inanimate objects?
- yes. Most of them are named Cloud.

28. Have you ever written a love letter to someone?
- lmfao. No, but I've read some to people that are funny enough to keep me from ever doing it!

29. When was the last time you felt embarrassed? What happened?
- Uhhhh.....*^* I dunno!

30. What song are you currently listening to?
- Machavelism ...I think that's spelled wrong.

And finally, the awful onion-ogre

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Christina
Birth date: May 14
Current Location: living room
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black and brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: On my mom's side...I dunno. I think there's some Irish in there, and maybe just enough Native American that I can't get a scholarship for it. To my knowledge, my dad's birth parents were Brits, and had some German thrown in. I really have no fucking idea, but if I stick with that story, can I say garage like they do on BBCA?
What Shoes Did you wear today: The only ones I can wear to work. TT.TT
Your weakness: Pork dumplings
Your fears: getting burnt, drown, shot, or mean looks
Your perfect pizza: pineapple and bacon. :o~

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: lolwut
Your thoughts first waking up: DD: NUUUU
What is today: sunday?
Your best physical feature: I have a great rack.
Your bedtime: 2-2:30 normally.
Your most missed memory: Lots of things

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: regular pepsi or Cherry coke
McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
Single or group dates: I like both
Adidas or Nike: Neither?
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton, but only the super sweet powder mix
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: God, either way, as long as it's got caffeine

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU/ARE YOU?
Smoke: not any more
Cuss: a lot
Single: yup
Take a shower: I mostly take baths
Think you've been in love: No
Liked high school: It wasn't bad senior year, but that's it.
Want to get married: To a woman. In Disneyland. Or Harmonyland. Or Moomin Park! XD
Believe in yourself: No
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: mostly
Like thunder storms: yes

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: not in the past month
Gone to the mall: no
Been on stage: no
Eaten Sushi: no
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Dyed your hair: no

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing? yes
Gotten beaten up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: yeah

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Not really putting an age on that
Numbers of Children: 0.
How do you want to die: Ebola Zaire
What country would you most like to visit: I'd just be happy to visit an interesting place. Only country but the US I've been to is Canada, and that really hardly counts.

LAYER NINE: IN A GUY/GIRL
Best eye color?: Anything light. I especially like blues and grays
Best hair color?: doesn't matter
Short or long hair: depends on the person
Best first date location: Movie, concert, some place fun.

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people i can trust with my life: 0
Number of CD's: Dunno
Number of piercings: I think over the years there have been 6, 7 if you count the industrial as 2.
Number of tattoos: Just one so far. (Guilt Wolf FTW)
Number of times been on T.V.: I don't think I ever have. I'm not TV-pretty. lmfao
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Erm. A few times for honor roll and such.
Number of scars on my body: It'd take me too long to count.
Number of things in my past that I regret?: More than I can remember

MEMES

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 05:40:33 GMT

I just can't help myself.

(No matter what I do, SA always wants to lick hot chocolate off of me! o.o)

(Having no friends makes for a great family. My father is the family pet and my mother is my brother?)

If LiveJournal were an anime...
LiveJournal Username
Do you watch anime?
Do you speak Japanese?
Do you read Japanese?
What if LiveJournal were an anime?
Pick a Beach Boys song.

The performer of the opening theme	clozackpassion
The magical girl	vaguelyanna
The talking animal	ksutoraifu
The lecherous old man	ksutoraifu
The teenager who uses ancient magic to win games	leaf_zelindor
The fifteen-year-old Japanese girl with blond hair and a D cup	makohikari
Number of seasons it would last	15,138


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Your Livejournal Final Fantasy.
LiveJournal Username
Who is your favorite Final Fantasy hero?
Inversely, who is your favorite Final Fantasy villain?
What is your weapon of choice?
Moogles or Chocobo?
So, wanna go camp Valkurm Emperor then go farm beehive chips in Giddeus?

Angsty hero with pointy hair and a MYSTERIOUS PAST.	makohikari
Main hero's romantic interest that can summon stuff!	vaguelyanna
The diminuitive Black Mage. BLACK MAGES RAWK.	clozackpassion
The rough and tumble airship captain!	tastyshrimp
Uh ohes! COMIC RELIEF! No one likes your character.	leaf_zelindor
The strong but silent ninja who only has three lines.	sylvie_liliea
The extremely hyper girl that can talk with animals and crap.	ksutoraifu
Angry goth with a ten foot katana who wants to use the power of the planet to become a god	clozackpassion


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Roles In Your LJ Porn Movie
LiveJournal Username
Location:
Budget:
Style:

The plumber who has come to fix the pipes:	leaf_zelindor
The horny high-school teacher/college professor:	foxborn
The repressed person with a secret kink:	serinance
The leather-clad dom:	makohikari
The pizza delivery driver:	clozackpassion
And lastly... the babysitter:	foxborn
Your movie will take:	$597,247


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OH GOD WRY HOW HORRIBLE IT IS FOR FUCKING RICH TEXT EDITOR TO RUIN YOUR OH SO FUCKING IMPORTANT PAGE. TOTALLY WORTH WAKING ME THE FUCK UP BEFORE WORK. FUCKING TOTALLY. FUCK.

blaaaargh

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 11:36:02 GMT

BLAAAAAAH. WHY AM I UP SO FREAKING EARLY!?

D: Because I hafta go try and win me some welfarez, that's why.

Just wish they would've told me about this damn appointment before YESTERDAY. :dies: I'm so fucking tired. Didn't get to sleep until maybe 6:30 in the morning, and got woken at 7:00 by someone's fucking LOUD AS SHIT car alarm going off.

I IS NOT HAPPY

Icon Mini-Dump

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:02:56 GMT

Total Count: 9 Icons
Series: [Gundam Wing] 4; [Final Fantasy VII[ 4]; [Final Fantasy VIII] 1
Warnings: MILD m/m

[[GUNDAM WING- 4]]
Duo (3)

2x1 (1)

[[FINAL FANTASY VII- 4]]

Rufus Shinra- Advent Children (2)

Rufus Shinra- Final Fantasy VII (2)

[[Final Fantasy VIII- 1]]

Laguna Loire (1)

hard work

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 02:56:42 GMT

Back when I worked at Taco Bell, I promised Troy I would rewatch Gundam Wing so we could have more to talk about at work. So now that I no longer work with him, I totally am. XD Doesn't it figure? {really, I just got the opening stuck the fuck in my head and then felt like watching it... funny how that works.}

LIFE

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 06:16:41 GMT

For anyone who somehow didn't know, I finally got moved into the new apartment! <3 That's always good, yes? Yes! I actually really like it. The location is great, the neighbors are generally at tolerable levels of loud (except the domestic case across the hall, but they're funny), and it's just really nice all-around for the price.

I quit Taco Bell a LONG time ago and now work at Walmart, which is shockingly many steps up. It's a very boring job... I work in apparel. The people are nice, though, the managers treat people like -gasp- people, and I get a discount to walmart.

HOWEVER.
WHAT THE FUCK IS ASDA?!

That was a question [minus the fuck] that I got randomly quizzed on.

APPARENTLY it's like Walmart's foreign UK arm of stores or something.

Guess what, guys.
I'm American.
I don't even know where the UK IS other than across some sort of pond! Do people really say that? Across the pond. I do.

More whining

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 14:39:43 GMT

I really think that it's pointless for me to keep trying to post any art or fanfics. :X
Whenever I really like something, everyone ignores it and doesn't care for it at all. I don't know if it's because I follow a different fandom in addition to my original now or I just can't see how bad it is or both.

I wrote a Z/A story I was actually really proud of and nobody even gave it a look, but I get tons of favs and reviews I think just for writing in the description that something is Z/C. I guess it's what I get for shipping a pairing that so many people seem to hate. "OMG, How can Zack be with a man that looks/acts like a MAN!?"

I mean, to be honest, I don't care that everyone hates Angeal. I'm just sad that now, if I think I did something well, I know that people will only make it seem as though they agree if it's got their lovely Z/C.

Really, though....I shouldn't be complaining. I never attracted fans of my work, just of the subject matter. u_u

ARGH!

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:58:23 GMT

I got sucked back into WoW today. -_- I WONDER WHO'S FAULT THAT IS!!!! :nudgenudgenudge:

I also turned in our applications for the apartment. I'm supposed to call back on Friday and he'll make an appointment for me to sign the lease and stuff then. <3 exciting, ne? :3 I really can't wait to move.
August 3.

Why so long. ;_; I'm totally impatient.

The search is on!

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:05:24 GMT

I'm starting my apartment hunt today.

The place I'm going today is actually one I'm realllllly hoping to get into. It's a 2-bedroom for $475 a month, and the only utility we'd have to pay is electric. Also, the one bedrooms are cheaper and they do allow roommates at no extra charge, so that would be remarkable as well, even if they're a bit small. I'm going in at 1:00 to look at the place. I'll probably be late for work, but they called me in at the last minute anyways, so sucks to be them!

The location seems like it'll be really good. Right in Kent, not quite downtown, but near a movie theater and a grocery store along with a few other things if my memory serves me right. The websites also say it's right on the KSU bus line which is remarkably awesome. Unfortunately for us, the place just went through lots of remodeling, so people might actually wanna live there. D:

What I'm most worried about is that they may want me to have a cosigner, which would be BAD BAD BAD. In that case, I have absolutely no chance in hell because no one who would sign for me has good credit. x_x;

Anyways, I'm pretty excited, and if we're lucky, we'll be moving by August. To be honest...I've never gotten much of a choice in who I get to live with, so that'll be kinda sweet. I'm not really worried about psycho factor, either. (I think this is one of my few friends I actually trust not to completely go two-faced and become psycho hateful bitch in the end)

I'm really really hoping this works out. It's close enough to Taco Bell that I wouldn't have to get a new job immediately and far enough from home that it'll actually feel like I moved. There seems to be plenty to do nearby, too. I mean, it is a college town so there's plenty of club type places, but there's also less insane drunkfull places, too. xD And a really cute downtown that has a small theater that plays Rocky Horror and other cult movies on weekends.

I don't really have much other news. Hopefully I'll still be able to save enough to get my Angeal costume in time for Ohayocon. I know it's a long way off, but the costume is gonna be pretty expensive for me. >>;; At least I should have to get a wig for it, I can just dye my hair! And I'm much more Angeal-sized than Cloud-sized, even if I'm a bit short to be him. I might keep Cloud in good enough repair to use him again, too, just in case I'm in that sort of mood, but I'm pretty excited to play Angeal. The only worry is the swords, but I'm a lazy person who doesn't want to carry swords all over the con so I might just skip them anyways.

Oh yeah!

I went to Cedar Point yesterday. It was pretty fun...most of the rides didn't have shit worth of lines, so we got to ride a lot. I think the only coasters we didn't hit were that stupid twisty one that's not worth anything, Maverick, and Top Thrill Dragster. I wanted to do Maverick and Top Thrill but my sister and her friend wouldn't go for it, so who fucking cares about the person who DROVE. D:
We rode Magnum two or three times and the whole time Steffanie and I were making dirty jokes about it. xD {The one time I can deal with the oddness of her Gackt fangirlism.}
A bird pooped on my sister's arm, which was REALLY REALLY FUNNY. I was laughing so hard and yelling, "It pooped on you!" like a retard. It was glorious.
I got miraculously unlost, and didn't even fall in the lake driving up the causeway. I think this doesn't make sense to normal people, but if you've ever been to Cedar Point, you know about that horrible scary stretch of rode that has lake on both sides and is just screaming, "KILL KILL KILL"

I also one a whopper from my frozen lemonade when we got home.
It was a good day.

For anyone who hasn't seen it yet...

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 15:34:32 GMT

My tattoo is right here:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v637/xcrimsonbutterflyx/02-26-08_1910.jpg

And now? It's MEMETIME!

lulz

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 03:24:53 GMT

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